what should i do?

what will u d o when u need to do the thing that u hate the most??
huhu....

hmmmm....i hate this so much...but i need to do it....
actually..its about my tesis..
when i decide to agree with this thesis because the procedure just take about 5 minutes. very easy..yg tu ak tgk yg senior thn lpas pnye....just push a button n take reading...very2 easy...

my tajuk is about aberration....lpas stadi2 i know the accommodation n pupil size will effect the aberration value... tp ak ignore je..sbb senior thn lpas pun ignore je factor tu..n supervisor ak pun ok je..n then dtg la sorg lec dr spain...kebetulannye mase phd lu dia wat thesis pasal aberration. n then she said that u need to exclude all the factor that boleh pengaruhi aberration.

so...u need to use CYCLOGYL!
oh no! i dont like cyclogyl... i tried to ask her to use the mydriacyl but she's not agreed with me..because the mydriacyl cannot fully exclude the accommodation.
n nak tak nak..i need to use cyclogyl..huk3...

cyclogyl side effect ni akan mnyebabkan pt tu x nmpk dekat for 6-24 hours sbb dia dah paralyze kan ciliary body, lens cannot accommodate n pt akan susah utk tgk dkt..jd mcm mate org tua, x nmpk dekat (presbyopia)...n utk midriasis effect tu plak myb up to several days..so org akan rase silau klu keluar..kesian kan....

slalu nye cyclogyl mmg slalu diguna kat klnik..slalunye digunakan utk pt yg accommodation active n utk knk2...yg tu x pe la...sbb mmg utk kbaikan mereka gak..sbb nak cr power yg tpat, so kne cyclogyl mate dorang...

tp yg ni...ak terpaksa cyclogyl diorang utk kpntingan ak sdiri..ble dah d cyclogyl, it will affect their life for several days....sbb tu ak x ska sgt2...smpai skrg ak x stat ag tesis ag...i dont know what should i do.....

o Allah...give me strengh..gve me way...

my new year...

1st of all hepi new year...
thn ni...new year ak relly different..
hehhe ak ikut kak long keje kat restoran selaseh...as a waitress u know..heheh..
dah lame sbnr nye nak try keje kdai mkn..at last ade gak peluang..so ak ape lagi...try je la...saje nak try..nak rase hdup org len...

agk best jgak keje..tp so tireddd...huhu...ak keje dr kul 8mlm smpai dlm kul 1...keje amik order, angkat air, mknn..kmas meja, buang smph..mcm keje2 yg org slalu wat..tp agk penat jgak la sbb kne diri lame....mjur kak long byk tolong ak..heheh....

my experince? hmmm....bleh jumpe mcm2 org...ade yg msm..ade yg snyum..n so on la...klu ade customer yg muke nye msm, aih smpai ak pun jd risau...rase mcm kne buat jgak org tu snyum...n yg plg m'cbr skali ade sorang kakak tu x sbr tggu lauk dia siap..padahal dah gtau awl2 lmbt sket siap..myb dah lapar sgt kot..kih3...but i learn how to handle a customer...slalu nye blajar hndle patient je kan..hehhe....new experience 4 me actually...

ha kat c2 kan...ade 2 org pekerja indon..ct n abg mslim...what maked me so surprised, ct dah keje dr 9 pagi n smpai 1 pg....wah kagum tul aku...diorang tu rajin sgt....dia kate dia dtg cni utk keje, so kne keje kuatlah..wah so determined..kagum sgt ng dia...(org nye hepi go lucky g2..i like her:)

so..kat cni...ak rasse syukur sgt dgn ape yg ade pada kita skrg....
we r really lucky..Allah slalu permudah kan hdup kite...cme kite je yg slalu susahkan diri utk langgar hukum Allah..renung2kan...